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Postmodern Critic - May 2008

The morning of my second day in Hong Kong I found myself in one of the impossibly high office buildings near Mongkok station, where Wanda welcomed me into her office. This was a woman who had her 'business' cap on and wasn't very interested in my personal life. She assumed that Zara and I were closer than we actually were, and this was one of the reasons she was welcoming me into her family business. Just like for many Chinese people, the business was handled by the family as much as possible. The difference here is that Wanda was a female, and so was her sister. They were clearly (partially) empowered females who knew how to conduct themselves in the male-dominated business world. There were two other non-family employees including a young Chinese man, and I got the impression that Wanda was somewhat referring to him when she offered the opinion that Chinese people weren't the best at logical thinking. "A equals C. They jump to conclusions," she told me, particularly where people from the mainland were concerned. Then there was her personal assistant, who was happy to be back in Hong Kong after studying in Guangzhou. She struck me as loud and insensitive, but I didn't have to do much with her.


Mongkok at night - congested, multi-coloured, providing sensory overload for this Westerner


I had a bit of experience with teaching, after my two-week stint in Opole, Poland, and realised that that was more experience than anyone else had. They were just beginning their management of an entire school program, so I was lucky to be part of this enterprise. The guy showed me the teaching aids that he had obviously spent a lot of time on, and I was impressed with how pretty they were. I realised that visual stimulus was important for the entry-level primary school kids we would be teaching. They were in the "summer" colour range, with rosy pinks and crisp-looking greens, and I brightened up a bit while looking at them. How hard could teaching children the basics of English be, especially when I had such attractive accompanying material? Our preparation room was pretty small, but I had my own section with a computer, with unrestricted internet use, so I was happy.


Fresh 'summer' shades


I discovered that Hong Kong-ers are used to working from 9am to 7pm every day, with some even working until 9pm! It was common to work on Saturdays as well. I was flabbergasted at this, and hoped that Wanda would never expect me to work those hours. Meanwhile, I had moved hotels and was now sleeping in a place that resembled a large box. There were no windows and nothing else in the room except a bed, with a small adjoining bathroom. I had got it for 250 after some Congoan guys I befriended helped me bargain it down from several hundred more. There was a guy sitting in the foyer of the hotel inspecting the human traffic of the hotel, who never smiled at me for the entire length of my stay, as much as I tried to radiate warmth at him.

Before I knew it, it was Monday of the next week, and I met Wanda's sister at Diamond Hill train station where we were picked up by a minivan which would be used to transport the kids as well as us to the school. On the half-hour ride I saw building after building towering much higher than you would expect for a residential building, incredibly nestling up to high hills. The buildings were a stark white against the dark green, and this landscape seemed to go on forever. I recalled people telling me that due to the lack of space in Hong Kong, the only way to build was up. I hadn't yet seen the harbour, which was more of the same, only more metallic, varied and multi-coloured.

Go to the fabulous www.terragalleria.com for some breathtaking photos


The classes were kind of fun, and I felt like I was actually in the right place - the rest of my team was far too timid and inexperienced to provide the leadership for these kids that I was. The kids were very cute, and a few were enamoured with me. I taught from 8am to 12pm or so, and we did classes in Maths, English, Music, Art and 'Putonghua', which is Cantonese. 'Hua' means language variant. Overall, it wasn't a bad job. But the money I received at the end of the week was not even enough to pay my hotel bill, so I decided to venture out into the mainland to see what I could find. I didn't feel like I had connected with the Mediapower people very well, and I figured that I didn't have to settle for this infuriatingly noisy, humid, congested Kowloon, with its unappetising local cuisine (sorry to the lovers of Southern Chinese food) - there had to be some place on this continent that I could call a home, and I was interested in finding it. I just hoped that it was nearby, because I had very little money to travel with.
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Note the position of the arms, as if there there are bosoms to hide - a skilled impersonation of a female here


Chris Crocker first came to my attention when somebody on Orble linked to his 'Leave Britney Alone' video. I didn't think he had anything particularly deep to say in it, and his message would probably have had a more positive reception if he wasn't bawling through it, so I wasn't expecting to look him up again, but then an academic article I read about GLBTI performance on YouTube referenced his 'What is 'Normal'?' video and the title appealed to me enough to check it out.



While Chris is not going to become my postmodern academic hero anytime soon, I believe that, swearing aside, his message is quite well articulated.

I don't believe it's possible to conform. Why? Because it it's impossible to find behaviour to conform with. Even the people who try to mimic others are participating in actions which are inimitably unique, creating a series of patterns which they do not stop to appreciate because they're too busy trying to be 'normal'. What happens is that they're not developing their sense of individuality, so their actions become stilted, confined, unnatural. They are so concerned with not making 'fools' of themselves or 'not standing out' that they censor themselves, much to their detriment. But everyone always stands out, because no one is like 'anybody else'. People cannot ever do the same thing, even if they want to for their own twisted purposes of seeking approval from others who feel it's the only way to get by. Everyone is necessariily nonconformist. They just don't realise, or want to see themselves as a potential leader. Unfortnately the idea of conformity is prevalent, and painted as desirable by people who don't realise their power or worth. Does that make sense to you guys?

Chris asks how can 'normal' exist in the same universe as individuality. I say: Doesn't everyone have their own version of what might be normal? I personally de-emphasise this word, and any associated concepts in my paradigms because I do not feel it is particularly hepful. One person's 'normal' is another person's 'weird' - both of these words are often used with pretences to ascribing a certain kind of status to a certain kind of behaviour which indicates that there is an objective reality. But again, how can 'objective' exists when there are as many versions of 'objectivity' as there are people to make them?

I don't believe anybody consciously seeks to be oppressed. It's just that people don't know how free and liberated they can be... our world leaders are happy for people to try and conform to perceived 'norms' only because they can't fathom a world where this behaviour is optional, or overly invasive. They rely on this hype over doing what everyone else is doing to gain a position of power, so reinforce it by not lobbying for change that is seen as too controversial or subverting of usual power relations. This is why I wouldn't want to be a world leader of any society I know - I would have to put with people who strongly believe that 'normal' exists and is unproblematic.

What do you think - what does 'normal' mean to you?
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It was mid-2004 and I had had it with Australia. I had just under $1000 and I was looking for the right destination but I couldn't make up my mind about where to go. I had already tried to move overseas by landing an English teaching job, and I had greatly overestimated my ability to fit in in Poland that time, so what was I to do now? Was I capable of making my living as an English teacher in vastly different surroundings, in places I had never test-trialed or been to before? I did have quite a bit of optimism with me, and was trying to choose between places in Asia, most notably China. My pleasant memories of Shanghai beckoned to me, and I expected a second trip to the country to offer me just as much stimulation and satisfaction.

Hong Kong was a place I was strongly considering for the start of my new, economically independent life. In a way, it sounded like paradise... The part of China most open to Western influence, retaining Chinese characteristics while being more international than Shanghai. My decision was made when an author I contacted who just happened to be based in Hong Kong turned out to have an aunt who was looking for English teachers. What's more, this aunt was gay, which I thought would create a welcoming work environment. So I sent my resume to Wanda at her firm MediaPower's email address, and she expressed an interest in me. I badgered my parents into using their points to get me a one-way ticket to Hong Kong, and off I went. I figured that if it didn't work out I could travel around China a bit before deciding on a place to settle down.

On the plane I witnessed one of the most beautiful sunrises I had ever seen. The sky was filled with crimson, orange and gold, caressing my bleary sleep-deprived gaze and made me glad I was still awake, after all. We landed in Hong Kong's new international airport on Lantau Island, I exchanged my Australian dollars for Hong Kong dollars, and was excited to find that the 20 cent and $2 coin had curvy edges! It made up partially for the overwhelming heat and humidity. I had been wearing a long-sleeved shirt on the plane which was making me sweat incredibly.



We had booked a hotel before I had left, and I took out the piece of A4 paper on which I had written the address, and I noticed that sweat from my fingers and palms was staining the page. By the time I got to Nathan Road several parts of the sheet were unreadable due to the absorption of moisture over the print. But anyhow, I found a bus that would take me to Tsim Tsa Tsui, the centre of town and a popular spot for foreigners to take up residence. The bus driver was most unfriendly, but I figured out that you had to have the exact change for the bus to place in the machine slot at the beginning of the vehicle. No change was given. I somehow managed to find the right coins and gratefully sat down.

Lantau looked like a peaceful, rural place from my window. It couldn't have contrasted more greatly with Kowloon. It looked like a run down, Chinese version of New York (or, rather, my perception of what NYC would be like), with really tall buildings everywhere, shops and people crammed together and no green spaces in sight. I was a little intimidated by this place. I should have guessed that Hong Kong was bigger, more commercial and more post-industrial than Sydney, especially after visiting Shanghai, but I was quite unprepared for this bustling metropolis.

I couldn't find my hotel so I looked around for another one, and had an Indian family show me around their tiny rooms. I was happy to leave my suitcase behind, get back on the street and ask Zara (my writer friend) to come join me. As I walked around the road I was asked to come into a tailor's shop run by a guy from the Indian sub-continent, and I had a brief chat with him. I had read that there were a lot of Indians in Hong Kong, and the clothes-making business seemed to be popular amongst these immigrants. Back outside, I saw an African guy reclining against a shop front and said hello. It struck me that he was one of the few African people I had ever met, coming from Australia where the black people were usually Aboriginal Australians, and the main source of immigrants was Asia. Apparently Asia was closer to Africa than Australia was, or at least Hong Kong more easy to get into (every visitor gets a 30 day VISA, and all you have to do is to go up to Shenzhen SAR (Special Economic Zone), for which you don't need a Chinese VISA, and back down to get another 30 days. A lot of business people depend on this tactic to keep their businesses going).

Zara, a thin native Hong Kong-er who was studying Linguistics at a university in London and had travelled a bit in continental Europe, welcomed me to the urban jungle of HK by taking me shopping. She was happy that I had expressed an interest in her work because she didn't seem to know a lot of people who she could talk to about what she was writing, which was a love story between Viggo Mortensen and Orlando Bloom (classified under the no doubt niche category of 'Alternate Universe Lord of the Rings Real Person ViggOrli Slash', hehe). I don't usually do Viggo/Orlando, because I'm not a fan of OB at all (and why Viggo, who speaks seven languages and publishes books - check out the fabulous Perceval Press, on which he posts interesting articles about everything from American politics to New Zealand's environment, and throws in the occasional poem - would be interested in someone who can barely finish his sentences I don't know), but this story was cute and quirky: the two met over an Oscar Wilde quote and a blueberry muffin. We giggled over cool, refreshing drinks as we debated various topics of interest.

I admit I would have been more interested in visiting a temple, but I could appreciate that, for some, Hong Kong's shopping malls were a religious experience, and a major tourist drawcard. The place is known for being materialistic to the point of soulless, after all. At least it was air conditioned, and very modern.

Giant labyrinths pulsating with people


A few hours later, Zara had bought an accessory for her mobile phone, and I was feeling a bit dizzy from lack of sleep. She decided to go somewhere, and I went back to my hotel. I discovered the joys of the Mass Transit Railway (MTR), a metro system so efficient and tidy as to shame the Sydney Train experience. Every carriage was crowded, but I was usually not boarding at peak times, so I got to stare at the map. The train stop names struck me as very revealing about Hong Kong's past as a British colony - a random selection of connected stops reads: Admiralty, Wan Chai, Causeway Bay, Tin Hau, Fortress Hill. English and Cantonese names co-habiting the same line on Hong Kong Island, working together to provide the Hong Kong experience. No wonder 'fusion' was a word often used to describe this intriguing blend of cultural legacies.

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I honestly don't remember for the rest of the day. Perhaps I slept?

Anyway, find out what happened when I started working for MediaPower in Part 2...
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Dear Readers,

Earlier this week I found myself being discriminated against on the basis of my sexual orientation. Orble user Ahmed, upon being informed that I was pansexual, suggested that I would have a bright future in the porn industry as a corpophiliac. It has been one of the few times anyone has ever discriminated against me directly that I know of, and it did not feel good. Then I thought, "But wait, this happens all the time (panphobia, homophobia, sexism, racism, other forms of discrimination), and often to people who do not deal with it half as productively as I do... What can I do


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One day Debra decided to go to a local gardens to relax, and so we donned our warm clothing and headed out into the polluted city air. (I should mention that Shanghai's pollution is very close to unbearable - not quite as bad as Beijing (I hear), but pretty damn formidable.) The gardens were decorated in the traditional Chinese style, with white walls with curved entraces and an emphasis on natural beauty. There were several small boats to rent upon a lake, and Debra wanted us to get onboard one. I had my hesitations, as I had flashbacks to my primary school camp when the canoe I was on capsized, but decided not to express them as we paid the man at the booth and he came out to assist us. By the time we reached the water's edge my misgivings about the situation had grown, and anyone paying even the slightest amount of attention to my stance and my face would have realised that I was determined not to get on. For one thing, the boat was tiny. For another, I had no knowledge of how deep or shallow the lake was, and I had no intention of finding out. Yet the man had it in his mind that I must now complete the step of hopping into the boat, despite my variation in willingness. I went so far as to attempt to place a foot in while holding on to his arm so as to show my disinterest, but he remained willfully ignorant of my desires and I felt slightly abused as he continued to try to help me do something I clearly regarded as unpleasant. I was a bit disturbed by the entire experience, as it reminded me of my childhood in Bulgaria where I had faced similar insensitivity. I attribute this to the particularities of the emotional rituals facilitiated by Communism. It just wouldn't happen in the Australia, being pushed to do something you didn't want to voluntarily do. Being a very independent spirit, I suddenly felt out of place in China.

This photo was not taken by me, but is slightly reminiscent of the gardens we went to

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Debra and I walked blithely hand in hand, which is one of the few customs local to both the Chinese and the Europeans, and I got to marvel as the world around me never ceased to defy my expectations. The streets were quite dusty and often dirty, and people on bicycles (so many of them!) flew by. Debs and I were like a walking circus for the typical Shanghainese person - Debra is unusually thin and tall, and at the time she had long flowing black hair that reached down to her waist, while I was the only foreigner in sight. Debs later relayed to me that some of her aunt's friend described my hair as 'red' and 'crazy'. I'm a brunette, but I guess the red pigment really registers when everyone around you has the same shade of black that has a blue glow in the sunlight, and my waviness was quite unconventional to them. I was a little offended by being perceived as so acutely different, but I was realising that China, unlike Thailand, was not used to non-Chinese people, and Shanghai was in no way multi-cultural. So I grinned and bore it.

The bicycles seem to outnumber the cars on a lot of Shanghai streets - one of the most popular means of transportation, you'll find the sidewalks groaning under their weight as they're stacked one against the other

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In late 2002 I was feeling a bit anxious as I had left university to write my postmodern choose-your-own-adventure, and there was no one to help or encourage me. My parents were adamant that I return to university as soon as possible, but there was nothing there to interest me... I felt miles ahead of my friends, spiritually, emotionally, intellectually... even my best friend would never swim against the tide so thoroughly - she considered studying psychology to be rebellious, instead of doing commerce as most of her Asian friends and acquaintances were doing. Her passion for painting and art was relegated to something she did as a hobby, in her spare time. It was while talking to her one evening in my room, longing for relief from my current surroundings, that she told me she was heading back to Shanghai for a holiday. She had immigrated to Australia from China when she was about twelve, and was much more warmly disposed to her country of origin than I was to mine. On impulse, I asked if I could come with her... she made Shanghai sound inviting, safe and cosy, and I was filled with the irrepressible desire to find myself amongst it.

I arranged to stay with her at her aunt's apartment for a small price payable to her aunt, and it was decided: we would travel together. Debra knew somebody in the Chinese embassy in the city, so we got our visas quite quickly, and we booked our China Eastern flights together. I had no idea what to expect, but I was very excited. Shanghai had never been much on my radar. I knew it existed, but had never seen a photo of it, didn't know much about its culture, its natural environment, its popular philosophies... all I knew was that Debra would make me feel welcome


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In the spirit of trying to sound catchy and memorable in my autobiography, I came up with this line:

I was born in Africa, spent my first seven years in Europe, moved to Australia, briefly relocated to North America, and so it only makes sense that I should have a perpetual attraction to Asia.
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I have tried to focus on happy and optimistic portrayals of gays, lesbians, bisexuals, transsexuals and their heterosexual counterparts, though some films that aren't so positive must also be included due to the quality of the filmmaking. In no particular order:

Frida (2002


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Over the past two years I've enjoyed scrolling through my statistics and saving the code for what people were looking for before they clicked on one of my pages... I've included the search packages here because the include terms which were not put together by me anywhere in the website, making them amusing and/or bizarre to contemplate.

From Google.com: birth death and marriages of Phnom Penh


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This is a list to be added to, but here are my first three entries:

(1) I agree - While this is a quick way to demonstrate your sense of solidarity with another's opinion (and may be convenient when you only have a limited time to do so), it also reinforces the idea that minds can think exactly the same thing. It's much better to provide a response which indicates how the text in question stimulates your own opinion. Surely you can put things in other words, and I don't just mean paraphrasing? If you really care about an issue, then you can add to the discourse on and around it by taking the time to construct a response which is unique and inspires a different way of thinking about the issue in question. Probe further - how does the text that inspired you direct your thinking? You'll soon realise that avoiding echoing the other's sentiment allows you to be more inventive, and even discover aspects of your opinion which you may not have previously thought about. Even if you have a strong affinity for the way a person has expressed themselves, move outside your comfort zone and embellish on their points, offer a different perspective and show that person that you respect their thoughts enough not to let them speak for anyone else but themselves. In other words, be a leader, not a follower. Using "I agree" may not automatically make you a "'yes' man", but it limits you to a simplistic representation of allegiance, one that is best avoided


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UNSW and Latin America?

May 7th 2008 22:42
So here's the deal I made with my dad: If I do uni (UNSW) part-time, I am allowed to travel on a budget whenever I have time off. This means that if I pass whatever course(s) I take next semester, I can spend up to three months getting acquainted with Latin America, for instance.

After experiencing various degrees of revulsion to the many courses on offer for first year undergraduates, I have finally found a film course which doesn't make me angry (yet) - here's the short description available of "MEFT1201: Working with Image and Sound


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I'm wondering what I can do to make your PmC experience a more rewarding one - what would you like to see more of? Less of? What is it that keeps you reading? I would love to hear from you, so don't be shy.

An unusual building in Lille, France
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